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So empty but So filled
It’s crazy how the same thing can make you feel two totally different ways. I am so happy and comfortable around you. My jaw kills just from smiling or rather trying not to smile. You confuse the shit out of me but it’s really not that confusing. You’re scared and not ready but you really like me and want things to work. I understand that feeling, I don’t necessarily like it but I understand it. In no way can I deny that I have feelings for you and would like it to be more because of course I want you to be mine and no one else’s. But I have been practicing letting things be and not worrying about the future. So that is exactly what I’m going to do. Be happy with what I have and not worrying about if it’s going to work or if I’m going to be left. I’m not going to try and plan what our future holds because I can’t even assume we are going to have a future but we have a now and I’m not going to miss out because I’m stressing over the future.
what-is-happy-cause-i-dont-know:
THIS^^^^^^^^^^
(Source: doesnteverybodywanttofallinlove, via thedisastersondeathlayne)
